Today is the day.

So the past month has been a crazy roller coaster ride with what's going on in my life. Today i decided to re-join Weight Watchers online for the third time. I am hoping this time i will stick to it. The first time i joined Weight Watchers online was September 2007 and i wanted to lose weight in time for my wedding. I was doing pretty well until about January where I stopped focusing on that and more on my wedding planning. So in February I decided to cancel my subscription. The wedding was in May, i didn't lose as much weight as i wanted but i still fit in my dress. Then in September 2008 I decided to give Weight watchers another go, but I wasn't really into it until after i came back from my honeymoon in November. I saw pictures from the honeymoon and I didn't like the way i looked in any of them. So I was following Weight Watchers religiously until about February. My goal was to be at my 10% goal weight by my birthday which I never got to. I stopped exercising because I didn't feel like doing it anymore. I was unhappy with life and what was going on in it. In April 2009 I cancelled my subscription once again. I got to go back home in May to see family and friends and that was so wonderful. It felt good being around them and having that support. Since i got back until now, alot has changed and not for the better. Let's just say you really know who your real friends are after a new chapter of your life begins. Since i've been back i've really wanted to get back into losing weight but never really did it to my fullest. But it seemed like there was always something in my way. This time i feel like i'm free, i've been feeling good and i know i can achieve this. So here I start again, it's June 30th, 2009 and i re-joined Weight Watchers online.